I'm running away. I've done it before, but this time, I'm not coming back. I'm taking a boy with me. Someone I've fallen deeply in love with. He says he wants to come, but his family loves him so much. I don't want to be the one responsible for ruining his life.
I was born for this. I was born an adventurer. I WANT to run away, but I'm not entirely sure he wants to. I don't want to peer pressure him into it. I tell him, "running away is like quitting drugs; you have to WANT to from within, or it's never going to work. "
When I ran away the first time, I learned something. You can't look back. It hurts. It hurts to think of all the things you're leaving behind. You have to look forward and never, ever turn back.
I do love my parents, very much. But I need to live my own life. They have me imprisoned in this house with no contact with the outside world. They don't know I get online. And they don't suspect I'm gona make another run for it.
I want to travel the world without giving a damn. I'm willing to give up everything I have. But is this boy willing to do so also?
The only thing I know is: I'm not going unless he comes with me. But I'm not telling him that..
I'd advise against running away but I wouldn't know your situation all the way in America. :( But if you do run away and live the life you've wanted, it would be very kind of you do return to your parents after some time to let them know that you haven't forgotten them.
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